Editing Syuvik (section)

== Syuvik youth ==

If Syuvik parents lacked culture and education, they compensated with incredible love and sacrifice. They did everything they could to give Syuvik the chance to have a life better than they have. The fact is, Syuvik parents were not only "V'tosh ka'tur" by choice, but also and mostly because of their circumstances. Growing on Nimbus III were Sybok teaching were very influential made it almost unavoidable for them to express their emotions rather than hiding them. They first raised their only child, Syuvik, without really knowing it would make such a difference for their son to be told and not be discouraged about having emotions.

Syuvik was an intelligent child and early, he had the chance to go to the best Regulus III schools. Being told both about logic and emotions without a clear philosophy or guideline, their parents having no specific doctrine in mind, Syuvik came to espouse both. Early in his age, Syuvik seemed to prefer emotions, which was increased by the fact he lived with humans, but he also showed some intense curiosity about his grand-parent logical thinking, and the Vulcan culture associated to it. He was fascinated by the Vulcan planet, and dreamed of graduated at Shinkar Academy. 
Not knowing much about their own culture, Syuvik's parents decided that he should have a mentor who could help him with that part of his heritage. Syuvik was 12 years old. 

If Syuvik was curious about his culture and about logic, at school he showed the contrary. He had very good relations with humans children, was very social and had a lot of friends. It was at that time that he started to discovered that logic could help him analyse emotions and understand part of humans behavior. If he developed a great interest in diplomacy, and psychology,  following his mentor recommandation, Syuvik entered the Regulus III Science Academy in 2384 where he began to learn about biology, chemistry, physics. At first, he also thought he could become a medical officer, but even if it was necessary to become counselor, even the biological was no great interest for him. Not long after, things did not turned out exactly like he expected. First, only two years in, he did not really felt confortable in natural science and wanted to quit, but his mentor pushed him to stay. After long debates, Syuvik decided to switch to social science, despite his mentor disagreement. Also, Syuvik lived his first Ponn Farr. However, it wasn't with a Vulcan, but with a Human which made his relations with fellows Vulcan, and especially his mentor, difficult. It was violating the Vulcan mate norms, and the fact the women left him not long after caused even more problem. When he was travelling on Vulcan during vacation, he was not welcomed there. A contradiction was now slowly taking form into Syuvik's identity. While he had an incredible fascination and admiration for his grand-father, he also, at the same time, he also hated them for their intolerance towards any Vulcan that doesn't follow to the letter their norms and philosophy. The situation escalated when Syuvik was refused at the Shinkahr Academy precisely because they said he was a V'tosh ka'tur. Syuvik had enough and decided to leave his mentor. 

Syuvik spent the following four years trying to find a path for his life, as he was struggling to keep control of his emotions. He moved from Earth but could never quite fine his home or his footing. Things got drastically worst when Syuvik had his second Ponn Far at the age of 25. The first ponn far causing problem because it was with a human, who left him two months after, Syuvik really wanted to have a Vulcan mate, one he could have for the rest of his life, with the hope he could be reintegrated into Vulcan society. While he did find a Vulcan mate on a Vulcan remote colony where he had moved, and his desired mate also seeked by another Vulcan, Syuvik had no other choice but to declare "Koon-ut-kal-if-fee", a fight for the right to chose his mate. Syuvik won the fight and claimed his mate. He spent two years with her, raising his new born child and trying to learn everything about the Vulcan ways his wife could teach him. But it wasn't working and he was still struggling with his emotions. He soon realized he wasn't ready yet to commit to the Vulcan ways. He could not stand the rules and commitment of Vulcans. So, he decided to return to Starfleet Academy to really see if he could succeed and if Starfleet could bring a balance to his life he was missing. His wife accepted very reluctantly, saying his son needed a father, but she finally agreed he needed to mature before he could commit to the Vulcan ways. So, in 2393, to return to school, this time at Starfleet Academy. 

During the first year, Syuvik was committed to show to his wife and the Vulcans he was a master of his emotions. He had great marks, and was doing very well at the Academy. But as time went by and as competition and being far away from his wife and son become too much, he started to lose his control and motivation. As the third went by, he wasn't at all committed, despite he liked what he studied. If he was good counselor, according to his teacher, Syuvik wasn't seeking relations with other like he did on Regulus III. In fact, he was even avoiding them, completely closing himself to others, and completely losing motivation in studying psychology and diplomacy. Syuvik marks dropped drastically in the third and fourth year. He even got into fight with other students and with instructors which almost got him expel. Only his excellent marks from the first year saved him from it. Syuvik barely graduated from the Academy, but he knew he had failed to both Starfleet and his wife. Without telling anyone, not even his wife, he left Starfleet and Earth just to be alone with himself. 

So, in 2397, he moved to a remote planet called Ree Mahr, where he could meditate and understand what was happening to him. Grudge, hate, fear, and also anxiety about how his parents and wife might feel not having news from him, continued to haunt him in the first year. But after having spent so many years not finding his footing, he was at last ready to change radically and to embrace the Vulcan ways. After analyzing his past many times, he concluded that Vulcans were rights about emotions. They were only causing problems and war. Syuvik started to purge his emotions, and his parents heritage. He swore he would never feel emotions again, and buried his emotions the most deeply possible, even forgetting the emotions he had for his parents. Thereafter, Syuvik spent the next 4 years burying his emotions and learning about Sarek's teachings and how to be master of his emotions. During those four years, he made tremendous progress. 


In 2401, having a much greater control of his emotions, Syuvik came to the logical conclusion that he needed to learn Surak's teaching at the source, and moved on Vulcan, thinking he would be accepted. But his conclusion happened to be wrong as he was once more secluded from the rest of the society because of who he was, and because of his parents. He was also refused once more at the Shinkar academy for the second time. Nevertheless, better master of his emotions and committed to the Vulcan ways, Syuvik remained calm and in control and decided to find another way. Syuvik decided to return to his wife and son. She did not welcome him at first. But as she saw she was starting to change, she gave him a second chance. Together, they decided it would be good if Syuvik could continue learning the Vulcan ways, so he applied and was accepted to the small Vahl Nakar academy, from another remote Vulcan colony. Syuvik went there for four years, improving his knowledge of Vulcan philosophy and history, as well as other species history and politics. This is also where his meditation about his life and heritage continued, which made him finally conclude that if he could espouse logic and live mostly like any Vulcan does, meaning according to logic, eight years would never be sufficient to complete erase his past, nor could he ignore his parents heritage and his background. Emotions, even if buried deep in him, would always be part of him. He therefore chose not to commit more years to the path to the Kolinahr. Seven years gave him enough control to look and be like a Vulcan, even if he did not had their discipline. That would have to be enough.  

After completion, Syuvik decided to return to Starfleet Academy to complete what he had started. Again, his wife disagreed, saying he hard worked so hard to learn the Vulcan ways, why abandon it for Humans, once more. To what Syuvik told Starfleet was as much Vulcan as it was Human, and this was were he belonged. So, in 2404, Syuvik joined once more Starfleet Academy and this time for good. Going in a completely different field, he specialized in tactics, strategy and security. He thought then it was a better place to be as he could rely on his logic to take the best decision on the field. His renewed motivation helped him academically as he was among the best of his class, and thanks to his logic, he was a very successful security and tactical cadet. Since he had already graduated from the Academy, his formation took 16 months. He spent the following twelve months completing the command training. Graduating a second time, this time with high distinction, he was assigned in late 2406 to the USS Wolverine as an assistant tactical officer.